15.6.05

1 + 1 = Vazio

Quero perder a noção da noção.
Quero não ter razão.
Quero ser culpado por sentir...

O vazio...

Será um jogo?

Não sinto um vazio efémero, aquela sensação facilmente percebida quando olhamos para alguem do sexo oposto e nos sentimos como por magia atraídos, essa visão estimula os nossos sentidos criando na nossa mente um objecto de desejo. Por instinto, o nosso organismo tenta um grande suspiro, enchendo os pulmoes de ar numa tentativa ilusória de preencher o vazio criado por aquele desejo momentâneo. Quando a mente percebe que isto foi em vão, expira-se o ar, comprimindo-se então esse espaço vazio. Isso dá-nos uma sensação momentânea de angústia e/ou depressão, mas sendo fruto do momento, não tem a menor importância.

Sinto um vazio de um nível superior mas mesmo assim alternado, aquele que joga com os nossos estados de espirito, tenta permanecer em nós, tenta-nos levar por caminhos que indelicadamente acabamos por tomar mas que tentamos a toda a hora deixar de seguir... ou será que não?

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De qulquer modo gosto de pensar que existe um patamar superior que nos faz sentir não tão distantes de algo real, esse patamar é o vazio a um nível perpetuado e decadentista.

Mas, "Sejamos realistas e não decadentistas", somos meros passageiros na travessia da vida, não podemos sequer pensar em ir tão fundo, poderemos não ter tempo para regressar, agarrar-nos-emos então aos momentos?

Simplesmente não se pode tentar ganhar o jogo de qulquer maneira...

Eu + Vazio = Vazio

Deixo-me levar...

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deskulpa a invasao..
tava a ver alguns blogs e enkontrei este..^.^
adorei os teus poemas...axo k tens imenxo jeito e sei k o tens pk kd eskreves, sentes o k eskreves!
Nao t preokupes, um dia exe vazio irá ser okupado por algo tao maravilhoso k nunka será eskecido.
e irás relembrar exe pekeno vazio..km graça..=)

mais uma vez..nao t konhexo, apenas gstei de ler o k eskrevst..=)

segue o knxelho ali do migo(....)! ;)

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Boas,
A minha irmã aconselhou-me a ler o teu blog e disse-me que estavas interessado em ler o meu livro.
Primeiro devo dizer que estás no bom caminho; existem dois tipos de pessoas neste mundo: aquelas que fingem e aquelas que sentem. Parece-me que és daqueles que sentem, portanto o meu conselho é: deixa-te levar, não resistas! Aprende uma coisa: embora muita gente não entenda que existem pessoas que não precisam de fingir que são felizes, a verdade é que, o Vazio é aquilo que nos preenche.
Não precisam de ter medo do Vazio, o Vazio não é um fim, é um começo, é uma folha branca, pronta a ser escrita. Mesmo naqueles dias, em que acordo e digo:
“Hoje vou levantar-me mais cedo, não sei porquê. Com os pés no chão, sinto a falta de algo... Procuro a minha alma que jaz, estilhaçada aos meus pés.
Que estranhar forma de acordar! Pronto para me deitar outra vez....”, mesmo nestes dias eu sei que escolhi o caminho certo, porque sou Eu! Não sou palavras de outros, ou espelho de ideologias emprestadas; sou genuíno e não me engano; sou uma folha apagada, pronta para ser escrita.
Nunca te resignes. Procura... e busca ser aquilo que és. Termino com mais duas citações do meu livro:
“Esta é a minha procura, a minha cruzada, a antítese de mim em mim mesmo, o meu único e talvez derradeiro sentimento: Saudade das coisas que nunca tive...”

“Segue o Vazio! No Vazio há espaço para tudo, até para Sonhos!”

Um Abraço,

Rolim Carmo

P.S.: Se pretenderes entrar em contacto comigo aqui vai o e-mail: Rolimcarmo@iol.pt

P.S.1: Amigos! eu compreendo que, por motivos de brevidade, é confortável substituir a palavra “que” por “k”, mas chegar ao ponto de substituir os “c” por “k” (exemplo: eskrever) isso é assassinar a língua Portuguesa. Desculpem a “xatixe”... :)

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